Dienstag, 1. Februar 2011

Post #10: thoughts

from the last post, lots of things have happened. not just in "my world" but in our world. riots, death, famine, extinctions, schools. i really wanna talk about those problems, but i need a little time to rant on my own. so here it goes:

have you ever felt like you were being"controlled"? by anything: parents, teachers, cell phone, robots that crept into your head in the middle of the night. we all have our little things to "get away" from the controls.some have music, others have reading or writing. some have drugs or alcohol, or cutting and starving themselves. everyday, i go onto six billion secrets and i just read over all these things people have in their lives. the sadness and hopelessness of the people.

my dad always says, "hope isn't an option." well, dad, sometimes hope is all someone has. they may be homeless, hungry and uneducated. they need hope in their lives. then there are people who are living good lives, they have money and they have friends. but even people like this can feel lonely, empty and "unloved". they need hope too.

my problem is that one of my friends has decided that they feel like they must live their lives as a male. and honestly, im totally fine with that. im surprised in not weirded out or sickened by it. i actually like the thought of it! then there's this person i like. why is it that im the only one who wont see that they will like me back? for crying out loud, even my mother sees that they wont like me back! stubborn, am i?

anywho, i think thats enough ranting for one day... adios non existent readers

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